Risen Mind

As days go by

Dreams die...

The eye of the mind loses 

The eye of the world win..

Everyone is holding me down

Not to the ground but beyond where there is no one around

Alone in a hole thinking of what to do next

Now I'm feeling lost

No eyes No Mind...

Then I rise

I wake up and open my mind

Open it to all great things that could be mine.

I won't run out of time until I die

So why not run till I rise.

My dream is waiting for me

Length has no time for whats mine

As long as I reach for it in enough time.

Think about it

The world......

Versus.....

I....

Lies

Lies...false statements, roomers, stretching the truth. My generation sadly takes part in these silly games of lies that belittle their intelligence. They show that their is no difference between their ass and their face or their mind and their equipment between their legs whether you insert or get inserted in. Lies have no compromise. Their is no midpoint like religion your either in or out. What can I say eventually everyone will grow a pair and start speaking their mind. If you have a problem vocalize yourself. If your smart you"ll be able to do it while avoiding violence. Vocalize in a way that makes the other party think and realize your view because if you do it right and it still goes to violence at least you tried to settle it first. One lie leads to another and another so just face conflict head on and grow some nuts...Words for the grave...someone taught me that "IF I'M GOING TO THROW A STONE...DON'T HIDE MY HAND AFTER". Deal with the consequence...

She Said...He Said

Enough!!! with the telephone games...All this He said She said stuff...Men and Women as a whole need to start just vocalizing themselves when they have to say something...Don't hold it in until the person you think, or better yet "know" will take offense to the comments being made about them...How do you call yourself an adult when you still take part in childish gossip events. Anything I say about someone I will verbalize to them if they ask me...If I think on it...I speak on it regardless the consequence...All this black on black, talk behind the back, off track, "ignorant" He said, She said acts of stupidity..Karma will come back to haunt whoever taunts it. You will get what you deserve because just think if you partake in the He said, she said someone is going to say you said. Then what I just said will come to pass and you will get what is destined to happen sooner or later. So what actually did He or She say?

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Wonder

I wonder if I choose the right one...Everyday I see her and she doesn't see me the way I look at her...She walks past with that ooh so beatiful smile and waves..I think to myself, why am I not with her. When she hugs and kisses me my heart slows like the breeze from a beach on a nice day. It warms my soul and stimulates my mind as if she were a part off me even though she is just touching me. It makes me think is this a tease. I wonder...should I have chosen her to be mine rather than she...It's running through my mind I want her, she wants him, she leaves me but I'm always with him. Ha I chuckle...This is some deep shit...Excuse my language but it pains me to see both and be alone when its waiting for me...What's stopping me...I wonder if it's the chip on my shoulder, no thats not it..It's the wonder of what if...What if thing don't go as they seem should I just wait until she's ready. The bible say have patience and wait but sometimes to get what you want you have to go get it. But the risk and fear or rejection is to unbarable for me to be daring...So I wait....and wait.....I wait till the pain is to strong for me to go on one more day without you. I'm here, you there, 2010 is the year...Now I wonder where we go from here...Im ready are you?

Dig Deep and Swallow

To all Men who feel they should never have to apologize...To All men who make mistakes everyday and don't think anything of it...How do you misunderstand the situation and feel you have to do nothing to make it right...How do you feel that you can walk over anyone that comes into your path and look back and say "You Good" or "You Aiight" using the klanguage that isn't legal but spoken everyday, Ebonics...Lower the black man further everday...Disgracing what our ancestors worked so hard for by killing your own people, running the streets, wearing your pants on your thighs and not the waist it was meant for...Living the average life built by the HOOD and lived by the projects...Living the life that every white man laughs at when looking upon us as entertainment nd not strong people when the truth is we built this nation...we were the underdogs who came back and won the game...So I Dare you...Hold it..."I Double Dare you to Dig Deep and Swallow the pride that your "Hood" gave you...Better yourself as a black man and step out of the ordinary standards set by the street or block you live on but never forget where you came from...Always remember that where you live and how you were raised made you the man you grew up to be...

She's Gone....and I am Man

The one who left without any harm done. The one who I felt was going to get me out of my boy mentallity and force me into a man's world. She filled my heart with a reason to stay focused. Filled my mind with images of what the rest of my life would be like with her in it without even trying. I seen myself a better man then the next one. I accomplished breaking the seal and getting to know her as a person. It turned into what seemed like it was going to be the perfect relationship between two who just met. Two who came from different world's but had the same turmoil in life. Two that if united would have to hold eachother up knowing that the other would always be there whenever needed. When she let me down she did it so smooth I couldn't even put up an arguement. I didn't want to feel like the fool I was for putting trust in someone that I knew was to intellectual to be true to someone like me. Someone who would drop everything for his girl and come when ever needed. A women that had a hold on me for the longest and tears my heart everytime I think of why I'm not good enough. I never cheated, I didn't act like the dogs women think men all are. I submitted as a man and got filled with false hope. The type of false hope that keeps you waiting for the inebidable. The full break up.........The separation of all emotion ties from one party to the next even though one party already knew they were going to do it but did it slow so that it wouldn't hurt the heart bad. Its funny how false hope of hopefully being with that person again can keep you  always thinking about them and what could still be when in actuality it's all a "LIE"....A lie that has changed my perception of her and what she really was to me. It seems as if it was all just a game for her entertainment but hurts me because I was the puppet and she the puppettier. How I dread the occurence of how I have been hurt but don't hold it to her throat because "I AM"..."I AM" to much of a man to let a women hold my heart in a glass and take it out when she needs it....To much of a man to let her control my mind more than my heart controls its beat..and to much of a man not to stand up and get back on my feet and say "I AM" that Man that my mom raised me to be and I guess she did to good of a job for you to be with me...Now my heart smiles with Joy my face screams in relief, and my eyes cry the pain away from thee...I am free

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A Day of Breath

Everyday I wake up I think to myself what my life could be like and what I'm doing to obtain this imaginary view on my life. Then I realize that anything I can think of in my head I can make a reality to myself. (Breath)Yes others will have there opinion and yes there will be people who doubt, but there always there. They take turns denying the support that every dream chaser looks for. But in the end if it is really meant to happen "self-acknowledgment" kicks in.(Breath) You realize that you don't need anyones approval to get what you want out of life. All you have to do is keep dreaming and make it a reality to yourself. "Until it is a reality to you it wont be a reality to those who doubt you". (Breath)True words spoken from someone who has been doubt for life. I always lived in the fighter position, the maybe maybe not, or not a chance in hell, but I pushed through the obstacles and stood on my own to feet with the help of God and lived.(Breath) I survived all that came against me when know one else would help he sent me strength. When my grandfather pasted he help me keep moving...GOD...The one true fathert to all who know him and to those who hear but not speak on him.(Breath) Those who listen and those who neglect it's only a matter of time before you realize that all this time you thought he wasn't with you he was always watching. Every morning after these stories and memories run through my mind I make it known that I thank him for "A Day of Breath". (Breath)Many don't get that chance to wake up the next day and strive for what the work so hard for but I live my life day by day hoping to get to the Next Day of Breath. Fresh out(Breath)........because with every Breath I take another thank you and idea and opportunity comes from god.

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